I am getting tired of luv.. the process of knwing initally as firend, to crush, to knowing each other better and final stage bgr.. usualy i knw alot of ppl.. bt it only process till the liking stage n we stopped.. becos i find tat i am more of protecting myself ar.. i dun dare to put in so much in r/s tat makes feel insecure n backout.. recently i been goin trhu all these cycles n none of them progress to a r/s stage..

And i am really tired of all these stages.. its really time consuming.. n emotional drain up.. i ver scare i am feelingless anymore.. cos i am too afraid of being dump...